PARANOID.

mommy is getting so naggy:/
this morning she woke up and started scolding me for my messy room.
LIKE ITS ONLY 5.30AM!
who will be so free to wake up at 5.30 in the early morning and talk like no one's bussiness. i was preparing for school eh. distract me only.
got to school and blahblahblah.
those old folks are friendly:D
chinese new year performances were okay.
went to mpr to sever the old folks with breakfast. we sang.
HEEEHEE(: we had so much fun.
after that went j8 with ziying. wanted to go ps. but yeah.
lunch at mosburger. ohya we got free roses from chrisandra. not sure how to spell her name. but yeah. THANKS FOR THE PRETTY PINK ROSES!
met them at j8. i mean chrissandra and peoples.
we were fated to meet one another. stopped and talked.
ziying and i bought pink dogtags and a mini elmo doll(: NICE<3
BYEBYEBYEBYE-

irritated and its scarying me. go away/

it seems that i will never make it to get what i want. the very matter thats in the way. they dont seem to see or realise. who knows. "put up a good act and be a good girl" never will they wake up. yet i could do nothing about it. what do i like to do. what i like to do is what i will never be able to overcome, the very same matter again. in the game of life, maybe i just had to hold the name called LOSER. ohLord. i pray that i lead a better life. something that i always wanted.