TWO TIMES TODAY(:

dont feel like updating.
got to know so much today.
OHMYGOSH.im not doing amaths homework:/
i cant wait for friday<3

BYEBYEBYEBYE-

I LIKE YOU. cause i know that loving someone needs no reason but if you really does have a reason then its call LIKE.

i feel so broke.

emaths was easier than i thought. but i think i wont score well. physics was okay. but similar to emaths. i wont score well):
after school was boring.
OH i nearly forgot.
waihan striped infront of me while changing into her contigent shirt.
rahh. that cutest ic xD
played around with ruiting and friends.
then MissOng issued 3c3 a class demerit:/ gahh. ziying is so dead now.but thats kind of sad because she wasnt even in class.
YADAYADA(: sophia has got a cutefunny platoonmate.
im going to sign on the ball i gave her(: on thursday.
thanks for the lego. its adorable<3 hoho.
went for half an hour of tuition. he was damn shocked to see me. wth.
and they thought i had fever cause i wasnt making sense telling them craps.
right..i dont get fever that easily pls.
my sister is going obs three days after our birthday. on xiner's birthday and its a tuesday. five days. im going to miss her not. HAH. the house will be quiet.
my plans for this weekend is friday( date with mayvin) saturday( date with clique) and sunday ( sleeping day and i wnat to mug)
I ACTUALLY THOUGHT OF MUGGING:D
BYEBYEBYEBYE-

I get the best feeling in the world when you say hi or even smile at me because I know, even if its just for a second, that I've crossed your mind. you did today; that small wave. i was the happiest girl in the whole wide world. you are new.

SCREWED EVERYTHING.

all three papers very badly done.
anyhows went 3c3 to join them for emaths lesson.
went ziying house t mug:D
she got like so much food at home okay:/
chocolates, sweets, drinks, icecreams and whatever ever you can name.
gahh so jealoused.
went mac for fries and took 88 home.
alot of people. went to the upper deck and then i had difficulty getting down.
then saw liyuan. hahaha. yeah hes slow. quite.
got home. yadayada.
tommorow last two tests(: YAY.
BYEBYEBYEBYE-

what i want.

recaps about footdrill silver workshop:D
woke up early in the morning and went to buy breakfast.
got there real early and i waited for almost an hour:/
but anyhows. yadayada. lunch at the school cos we brought food.
it was damn embarrasing at the part when we were in the classroom.
rahh. what to explain about discipline.
this girl from coral sec was really nice(: hahaha. she asked me to give her my number after the whole thing and wished me luck. well that was out first conversation. started with GOODLUCK! but at the end of the course i have no idea where she go so couldnt wait for her and give her my number):
hahah. i still got treffena's number. friendly girl too.
cabbed back and changed and went home and dinner.
finally got to drink the strawberry breezer since it was weekend.
played mahjong. yeah. my sister is crazy over it:/ so i had to play along.
lost everysingle game. gosh. yes i was drunk.
then everyone started laughing at me. bathed and went t sleep.
a day wasted without mugging):
today was eh okay. mugged a bit for geog.
bought new nike shoes. yay. its white with big blue nike and some orange part<3
BYEBYEBYEBYE-

four more days.
hope i can get better grades.
hope its my birthday wish granted.

THIS MOMENT.

fiftyfourbusdudewhereareyou.
screwed up social studies because my seq was even shorter than inference. and i actually did not do the purpose part when im most comfortable in it. chem was okay. at least i feel good. history only half of the paper rocked. heh.
emaths lesson was good. did two revision exercises.
lunch was the same. and bio was funny. hazel loves durgga and me. totally(:
went for dance. was okay. kalyn dresses like some super duper nerdy ass. eeyer.
took 132 with sophia:D thanks for waiting. hoho. talked and it was so fast;X shes damn cute pls. she repeats herself on the phone like radio com like that. omgg.
rain was heavy and went for pointe class. oh bought sushi and other food and feasted outside the room since i cant go in eating.
pointe class got harder and i was so stiff in class today. ohmy.
cabbed home and i think my parents are making me feel like shit. guess what my sms this month was 1200+. i have to be FINED by my dad. thirty bucks): WAHLAU. and my mom still can add on to my pain at the side telling me that she wants to comfiscate it. WOW. i would rather get it confisticated than had to be fined luh.
it footdrillaccred silver tmr. i bet i will be marching in my sleep tonight. i love to berhenti. because marching made my arms ache. okay im crapping.
BYEBYEBYEBYE-

chinese new year is over.
gahh. commontest is like so near and i havent even mug.
but on the other hand. commontest is going to be over soon as well:D
went town today. with family.
bought new espirit jeans. has to give my sister my levis since its damn big for me.
anyhows both are brand new.
bought denim skirt from fleshimp as well(: yayness.
daddy bought us new school bag for early birthday present.
I LIKE<3 its pink. and its nike. YAY.
and i got darling's birthday present. its red. WHOOWHEE.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY SOPHIA!!<3although theres still few more hours to go.)
BYEBYEBYEBYE-

i need really good motivations to push me harder to mug. omgg. im feeling damn shit and ass. daddy and mommy bought me so much things today yet im not mugging much.
but i have to say that i mugged chem forst two chapters before i go to bed last night:D tell me im good. " you are good" THANKS* okay lame time is over. OMG MY WEEKEND): IS GONE. because sat got fdsilverworkshop. YES YEJING. YOU HAVE TO MUG EVERY SINGLE SECONDS DURING THE WEEKENDS. YOU HAVE TO ASSHOLE.

PARANOID.

mommy is getting so naggy:/
this morning she woke up and started scolding me for my messy room.
LIKE ITS ONLY 5.30AM!
who will be so free to wake up at 5.30 in the early morning and talk like no one's bussiness. i was preparing for school eh. distract me only.
got to school and blahblahblah.
those old folks are friendly:D
chinese new year performances were okay.
went to mpr to sever the old folks with breakfast. we sang.
HEEEHEE(: we had so much fun.
after that went j8 with ziying. wanted to go ps. but yeah.
lunch at mosburger. ohya we got free roses from chrisandra. not sure how to spell her name. but yeah. THANKS FOR THE PRETTY PINK ROSES!
met them at j8. i mean chrissandra and peoples.
we were fated to meet one another. stopped and talked.
ziying and i bought pink dogtags and a mini elmo doll(: NICE<3
BYEBYEBYEBYE-

irritated and its scarying me. go away/

it seems that i will never make it to get what i want. the very matter thats in the way. they dont seem to see or realise. who knows. "put up a good act and be a good girl" never will they wake up. yet i could do nothing about it. what do i like to do. what i like to do is what i will never be able to overcome, the very same matter again. in the game of life, maybe i just had to hold the name called LOSER. ohLord. i pray that i lead a better life. something that i always wanted.

i aint a happier girl today.
understands; no.
chinese new year will suck this year.

BYEBYEBYEBYE-

blast the music and get your mind out of here.
whats behind those smiles;
to act like you doesnt care.
to act like you have the perfect life.
to act like the whole world is full of happiness.
being postive and strong.
no tears. no fear. no darkness.

you seems to be never there;
words of discouragement doesnt help mate.

i miss you so.

HAPPY VALENTINES DAY EVERYONE!(:

yejing is the saddest girl on earth now.
you dont understand or dont even know at all.
i dont call it whats the typical term. but i know that its call treasure.
valentines crashed. badly. WHAT A DAY):

this morning. set off as santa and gave presents yadayada.
thanks everyone for every presents:D
LOVE YOU GUYS TO BITS<3
think im going to be diabetic after finishing all those sweets and chocolates. ohwells..
english paper was fine. chinese was not because it was so hard:X
slacked for really long in school and played with diana's watergun. FUNFUNFUN!
ziying promised me to buy me a more powerful one which can shoot a meter. YAYNESS.
went fareast to meet mayvin with ziying. lunch at subway. gahh. stupidly go and try the green chilli:/ kns so spicy. ziying eats like a snail.
walked around and went wisma area to walk after mayvin went off.
i like this nike bag so bad): buy it for my birthday anyone:D HAHAHA. egoego*
back at home and im still damn sad. WHATTHEHELL.\
BYEBYBBYEBYE-

i still want to eat subway burger. honey oat.

CROSS COUNTRY 2007.

woke up in the morning and walked to trian station with para.
met bern's maid for pankhurts house teeshirt.
THANKYOU BERNICE(:
mrted to bedok and took bus to the place.
so troublesome right.
stoned around and Ncc peoples came:D HAHHAHA.
and so i got to see ziying and waihan and peoples. and Sophia. yayness.
then RedCross came and i got to see all my squadmates and Ncos. whoowhee!<3
greeted with hayyu and yeah.
thanks to everyone who wished me luck for the competitive run:D
so anyhows i ran with wendy. and our motivation t run is to use the toliet after that.
saw many peoples along the run.
ranranran. got 21 place(: im happy with it. infact its the one i aimed for. HAHAH.
iced milo iced milo iced milo.
the towel was eh. okay. wahlau me and wendy didnt even know there were the longer ones:/
and the crescent hat or cap thingy is like. GAHH.
walked around aimlessly. big swollen mosquitoe bites all over me): and wendy.
pankhurts house cheer blahblah.
went bakc to school with my squadmates and Ncos:D YAY<3
slept. was so tired luh.
waited for ziying and was on the same bus as sophia and shermain!
hahaha. they damn cute luh. sit so far apart one.
they alighted and we alighted next stop but ending taking 410 together again:D
talked and yeah. it was fun. after olevels im going sophia's house to play(: OMG?!!<33
went j8 with ziying and TOONJIA and bern. TOONJIA in caps cos its the first time we went j8 together for lunch and shopping.
broke my brain thinking and deciding what to buy. i want this bag, this skirt and this top and this shoes and this orange sb and so many things eh:/ so on friday. daddy promised me and my sister to eat sakaebuffet and do some shopping. GAHH:D
ahhaah. saw paris cos he was os loud. " yejing". HUH.
anyhows. went home and stared busy wrapping everything.
chatted a while(: it was fun. hahahaa.i suppose.
tmr is commontest. scared. SERIOUS.
im broke and i want moneyyyyy$$$$$$$$$$$$$

BYEBYEBYEBYE-

i miss you.

woke up at nine.
my sunburn isnt any better.
lunch was funny.
slept again.
mommy says i look ugly cos of my puffy eyes and sunburnt face and pimples.
GAHHHH.
BYEBYEBYEBYE-

moneymoneymoney$.$

gahh. so yeah i got it wrong. Sophia got her MT result now hmt.
anyhows its still cool(:

I AM RED.
I AM BURNT.
I AM SAD.

footdrill silver workshop was, eh. bad):
woke up at 5.30 this morning. got to the tkss.
ended up in squad two. hazel in squad one and shahilah in squad three.
OMG WE WERE SEPERATED:/
someone fainted under the hot sun. like HOT SUN OKAY.
lunch at some hawkercenter and cabbed back cause we lazy walk.
was damn bloated. and hazel was so blind and she sat on chillisauce.
so her uniform got stained.
marching is fun. ONLY WITH MY SQUADMATES. not with those today):
like this mean ass totally pissed me off. she and her big mole.
ohwells. timing stuffs. gahh.
THUS. i broke my voice.
AND. i got SEVERE SUNBURN that requires me to wear a mask to go out.
chinese new year next week and now i look like a clown):
i got like a VSHAPE at my neck and a rectangle on my face and a irregular shape on my nose.
heh. MY FACE):
i malued FOUR TIMES today.
i nealy fell walking down the stairs and shahilah said i look like i was doing tapdancing.
i shouted YES SIR when he wasnt talking to me. how will i know):
nearly fell again but it was walking up the stairs.
broken voice during timing.
meixia( think so) ma'am is nice(: so it yinqi ma'am. whoowhee.
eh. qingxiang sir strict. and pohboon sir's hairstyle is coolio.
OHYA. ja*on sir is cute:DD OMGG.zelha agrees. but she and her chio ma'am luh.ohwells.
cabbed to mrt station and changed and almost fainted when i saw myself in the mirror.
trained and bused home. dinner was fine. bathed and it hurts to bath. cos my sunburn is ubber pain.
BYEBYEBYEBYE-

just let the rain to wash away my tears.

Sophia got A1 for hmt(:
OMG COOL RIGHT?! say yes.

no one can stand he way serene hugs ppl.

school was boring and i was practically catching every chance to sleep.
lunch with peoples. and HORNY SERENE:X
had difficulty biting the vegetable. lifes hard.
maths remedial was funny and productive:D
went to hall to be kaypo( waihan said so).
saw seniors and yadayada.
pointe class was normal. shuzhen wore her dance tights. HAHAHA. so cute one eh.
cabbed home.
tmr will be tough:/ DAMNDAMNDAMN.

BYEBYEBYEBYE-
ohyes. its getting worse cause now, its like you are on the other side of the world. maybe i should step backwards.

today was even worse than yesterday.

made of glass.
how contradicting.
thanks alot.
bias freak.
friendless?

waihan didnt come to school today):
i dont want to run competitive!

we deserve it and i felt good.

BYEBYEBYEBYE-

LETS DIE.

i aint happy today. gahh.

dont know dont know dont know.
the only thing cheering me up is to talking to my darkings<33

BYEBYEBYEBYE-

all i want isnt much.

yejing is a happier girl today(:

number one today was a short day.
number two i got to see who i want to see per day.
number three i feel accomplished about my homeworks.
number four bern told me whos the good guy who helped us. cos now we can thank him.
number five tmr will be fun.
number six shahilah assured me she loves me.
number seven the violin song cheered me up during assembly.
YAYNESS?:D
tmr got tingxie:/ rahh.
BYEBYEBYEBYE-

when im lost in the rain, how wish you are there.

FOOTDRILL COMPETITION.
2nd in district!
top 8 national(:

morning was terrible.
woke up at five and walked to train station.
ruiting said tanglin mac not open. so we went to the 24 hours mac instead.
we were eating. this random guy came and started scoldin us those knnbccb kind of things. he spat beside our table. but the thing is we did nothing we didnt even look at him. well i should say it was really scary and we didnt know what to do and kept still. there were this two other guys near by or our age. one of them stood up for us. that got him into trouble luh): we felt really bad to get him into this. stayed there until the bad guy went off. there was police car nearby so the nice guy went over to report?ohgosh. cabbed back to school. and prepared for fdc.
blahblahblah.
got there. waited real long in a class room for three other school. then FINALLY its our turn and went down for squad UI. my neck nearly broke. there were quite a few mistakes. but anyway we went up to the hall and waited an hour plus for the results. saw durgga and ahbah's boyfriends there. OHMY. ahbah's boyfriend is the same size as her. hahaha. damn funny. south district was the last they announced and we were so nervous downthere with our numbed legs:/
"2nd runner up. Raffles Institution." we thought it was kind of hopeless already. " 1st runner up Crescent Girls School". everyone screamed like shit and those around us. eh. poor peoples? HAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHHAH. happyhappy we got into round two as will. had mac for lunch and went into another classroom. we slept or like half an hour and my forehead went red.rahh. round 2. we didnt manage to fit inside the box but i thought we did fine(:
announcing those results were also like LONGG. but anyhows. we still got two trophies. yayness!:D
took pictures with squadmates and Ncos and MrGoh. okay it was so maluating for me when i answered yes ma'am to MrGoh. i should say im used to yes ma'aming. gahh.
camwhoring was fun<33
MrGoh went off and the rest of us rushed into the toliet and got changed. washed my hair and drying it the hand dryer nearly scalded my hand luh. damn hot. ohoh i sawyuming ma
am in the toliet(: she looks pretty in uniform. yesyes.
got out of the school and went causeway point for dinner(: sat with the sectwos who came to support. lisa, peiing and yuinyi. AND hazel and eesuan.talking was fun.
took neoprint with squadmates. so squeezy:/
gathered outside cwp for kind of a debrief and OMG the the ma'am actually blushed infront of MrGoh. everyone died of laughter.HAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHA*
trained home with suana babe. bathed and slept.
ohoh. thanks to everyone who came to support:DD
BYEBYEBYEBYE-

CRESCENT REDCROSS ALL THE WAY!<33

PRIORITY SHIT.

this morning bought three chocolate cupcakes(:
peiling and luye think they are heaty:/ HAHAHHA.
the nicest breakfast ever. excluding mac.
school sucked. because i screwed up amaths test and bio test):
recess was damn hilarious. amanda and me kept relating ella to cherlyn.
elle hates her. seriously.
emaths remedial was productive:D
i wasny laughing at you Sabrina. HAHAA.im serious!
went to take a threemins lunch. fishball noodles<33
ran back and fell in.
had some footdrill practice and omg our dressings:X
Joanne ma'am bought all of us drinks!
THANK YOU MA'AM!(:
i was wishing for the h2o. and i got it<3 yayness.
polished boots and ahbah's boots killed me:/ so difficult.
bused home real late.
good luck for everyone tmr! WE CAN DO IT! CRCY IS LOVE<33
we made new song.
"In the moring, in the morning, in the morning eat burgers. filletofish, eggmacmuffin, in the morning eat burgers!
In the afternoon, in the afternoon, in the afternoon eat bigmac, large size frenchfries, large size cola, in the afternoon eat big mac!
In the evening, in the evening, in the evening eat porrige, chicken porrige, mutton porrige, vege porridge suck big time!"

BYEBYEBYEBYE-
we are drifting apart): alotalot. gahh.you dont seem to know or care. it always come to priority. and i will never let go.