Singsong.

Went Lido with Sabrina, Wenning, Eesuan, Felicia, Derede, Peiling and Serene today after school:) We were suppose to study but half the time we were slacking and eating and commenting about the Rubber Gay guy. Hah. I think Sab is damn cute. But her ipod volume is really blasting wtf i could'nt stand it. Took train together to go home and saw Liyuan at busstop. Hah i see hes got new bag. Got home and did Bio mindmap and physics Impact thing. And today i tried to cut mango. I did fine:D

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Working hard for that bargain from Daddy<3

I like my wallpaper. 'Cause it really speaks of how i feel. Go bitch.

So i thoughted i updated yesterday:/ wtf blogger is like the twin of friendster, bitch. Anyway so yesterday was farewell and yeah, we stepped up. Well i'd say it feels kind of weird and fast since i still could remember the day i got into Red Cross. Really loved the gifts from seniors, Thank you seniors<33 Ziying waited for Berno and I at busstop, YAY:D fuck i miss her so bad. We talked and took pictures<3 Okay i was the only one talking but yeah. Hahah. Got home and had dinner. I was such a good girl at night. I ate fast, bathed fast and did chinese and physics. All the way until before i slept. Then today mass run was canceled. We heard people scream like wth i want to run:/ Had few slack periods so i thought i coped fine today. After school went cheers with squadmates and bought food:) Discussed for some stuffs and it was good. Went home with Bern and we slept throughout, tired. Really. Got home and i did Emaths holiday homework. Its still not finished yet but im going to finish by today. If not i die, Ms Ho was like a demon today. Shurgs. English was really fun. 'cause it was damn slack. Ms Vicky is a good teacher. So had self-intro and Trina claimed that her boobs are larger than Tania's. Hah but its like a bomb:x Did'nt know what to say. Nicole was like: say that you're damn flat. Hah well thats a fact but its silly. My chest can fly plane. Shit what the fuck am i talking. And im going to do more Physics and maybe English articles too. Got to complete 20 newspaper articles by next friday. Great wish me luck:D And i predict tomorrow i will be dead doing Amaths so tmr shall be my Amaths day. wth. Youth day i will take a break(: but Saturdays and sundays will be mondays to fridays for me. See im being a good girl till now. Oh and my sis bought me a kissing pen. Damn cute, it actually came in a pair. Mickey and Minnie will kiss and their eyes will close! okay its actually some magnetic work but its kind of cool, espeacially when Minnie's eye lashes are damn long. LONGG. Alright, dinner now.
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I saw those lines and lines. I'd be lying if i say it did'nt affect me at all. But all i need is time, same for my grades. Yejing is a good girl(:

New blogskin(: Yay.

HAPPY; by Hilary Duff.
I understand why you're looking for tears in my eyes,
Trust me they were there but now the well has run dry,
I was in so deep, I couldn't get out
I sat on feelings that I buried deep down
I knew there come a day when our paths would cross
And I'm glad it's today 'cause now I am strong

I'm happy and I can thank myself
If it were up to you I'd be in my bed crying
But I'm happy, and I know that makes you sad
After all the things you put me through
I'm finally getting over you
I'm happy
I'm happy

There's a reason why we met and I'm glad that we did, yeah yeah
But when we broke up I got back a part of me I really missed
Not saying that you brought me down all the time
There were moments I lived without light on my side

I'm happy and I can thank myself
[Happy lyrics on http://www.metrolyrics.com]

If it were up to you I'd be in my bed crying
But I'm happy and I know that makes you mad
After all the things you put me through
I'm finally getting over you


All the bitterness has passed
and I only wish you someone who can do what I can't

I'm happy and I can thank myself
If it were up to you I'd be in my bed crying
But I'm happy and I know that makes you mad
After all the things you put me through
I'm finally getting over you

I'm happy and I can thank myself
If it were up to you I'd be in my bed crying
But I'm happy and I know that makes you sad
After all the things you put me through
I'm finally getting over you

'Cause now you have no idea how many people are talking about you, Negative.

Pointe class on friday was good. Stephanie is really nice and yeah. We all agreed that i deserve a t-shirt thats 'Little Miss Heartbreak". Hah okay if there's one i'm going to get that for sure. Took bus and got home for dinner. Yay. Bought this t-shirt from Espirit that says:" I love football...because my daddy does!" damn cute. and bought another tank top from there too. I'm broke. cheography was at this other studio, which was quite okay. and the little kids before us= adorable. but the bars there are like sky high. almost does for the stretching. and i stil can't to spilt wth. the dance, err okay. i knock into people every other step. Hey the space is just damn tiny. took Shiharn's car to the oterh side for class(: yay thanks girl. we were the earliest and the rest came only around 1/2 hour later? class was good. but we got scolded for exaggerating the character dance on purpose, Shuzhen and I. alright the teacher is just weird. she told me that i made a mistake at the circle part when the whole dance had nothing to do with circles or round thing. ~!@#$%^&*. and i can't believe what Pinghui told me. So silly): i hate the whole thing.
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I'm happy; and i can thank myself.

It was cold last night but i had towers with me:)

I knew i'll happen and it did. I was not shocked, i was just being told of something that i always knew it'll come one day.
And im not sure after how long, will i be a happy asshole again.

Maybe you're the loser; DUH.

I'm going to be a good girl.

Woke up and had breakfast, i love. Then i tried to do the November paper 2. so i did i few questions(: Then we went Sentosa. Hah YAY! Okay walked around in vivo vity first, nothing much and so we took the nice train there. and i get to keep the cards:D kind of nice. walked on the bitch. had a major big icecream cone with three big scoops. Felt damn bloated after that and took the train back to vivo. yay and i saw this woman in her striking bright neon orange bikini. wth spoil my eyes. kidding:D Sentosa is so much nicer now. water activities. im SO going back to play one day. bought myself that pair of fwoman shorts i wanted so long. although i wanted grey but there isnt grey so i got brown:D cabbed back. bought daddy Brands chicken essence for Fathers' Day. and drew him a card. Yes im damn sweet and thoughtful<3 HAPPY FATHERS' DAY DADDY! I LOVE YOU. on top of that. i cant believe i was made, or something like that. so promise i wont go out for the coming week. cause i havent do my homework. and daddy things im going to retain:/ omg no choy. im going to go on smoothly and enter the jc i want:) ohyes i will. hah. friendster is a bitch. slow, lack, screwed. yeah which is good. so that when school reopens im NOT going to go online so frequently anymore. Told you, im going to be a good girl.
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Blue braces.

Television addicts for now.

I woke up, i watched televsion shows, i went to lunch, saw the Bishangay and went back home. I slacked, cleared my room, watched television and went for ballet class. Pointe class was awesome because we got to see the grade before us doing Jazz. Whoo sexy mama. Hah its just way nicer than our, err modern ballet?! and yeah their costumes is nice and ours? oh leotards and soft skirts and tiara and flora shit): whats up with this world. So we talked about my unlucky happenings and i found out the study queen has got a boyfriend:D And YES, we were all damn surprised. Rings from couple lab somemore. Okay that got me more sad. OMG. I checked out my enormous muscle on my thighs like eww thanks to all that pointe works): Life is crazy. Cabbed home after that and i love dinner. and i went online since i was a good girl and didnt touch my tablet the earlier half of the day. Hah and guess what i see. more things to break my heart. Oh nevermind i shall blog about Obs first(: My darlings are back and finally i can talk to someone for so long. have got so much to tell i can die cause its all there so long. yejing need some listening ear(s). uhoh so i shant talk about what i saw on the net. like yeah. i know whats next. i know everything i doesnt want or wish to happenes; happens. so yeah next im going to sit and watch a nice show BY THE SIDE like forever. and just happy talking about how unfair life is. or maybe i can sit at one corner and be sad for all i like since someone else is always happier. cause i dont see why everytime things just get the way i want it LEAST. okay no more blabbering up here. im going to sleep. like even sleeping suck for now? cause what ive been dreaming recently is like real life wow. lifes just great man.
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If one day you ever turns back and ask me about it; i may not want to tell you about it anymore. Just let it go and be a happy asshole, without me.

Avril Lavigne Lyrics

I said it to a leaf there; so im going back there about a year later to decide. And i will let you know about this about a year later.

ULP! TO LEAD AND TO SERVE<3
This will be remembered, the bet memories i ever had.

Day one.
Woke up at 5, set of at 5.30(: Cabbed down to get Weiting but she wasnt there so went to get Diana first. Hah went back to fetch Weiting woah that lousy woman so late. So we got there 45 mins to seven. Waited and Aop was good. Went offbusy with F&B stuffs. Shopping for F&B was really good and we took the trolley away hah.Lunch was outdoor cooking. And yeah time was way little food too much. rahh. Platoon time and Orientation run!:D Dinner was a decent meal, so yeah. Case Study was fun and the day went past fast ending with Chief Trainer Coaching session, supper and debrief. Only washed face and brushed teeth cause there wasnt time to bath): Tents! At night the light stick leaked right beside me but i coulndt give a damn and comtinued sleeping. It was short, the 1-2 hours. Mosquitoes love me.
Day two.
Fall in after washing up almost died in the squad like i almost fainted cause those about 15 mosquitoe bites really got me damn pissed. Breakfast was Beehoon. Uncooked ones. Jerome damn funny he didnt even know there was muchrooms inside. Hah like he had plan Beehoon. But true. i only had half a button mushroom. Set off for BukitTimahHill. Sat with Hazel and the bus journey there. Hilarious. Someone was practically sleeping and clapping and smiling away at the same time. Got there and hiked a longer route up. Lunch. Vannesa's shoes gave way and had to tie her shoes with cotton twine and leaves. We are awesome a tribe(: Did cheers and continues our hike to Macritiche Reservoir:D My second time Hiking there. Walked wrong way and that made our hike alot longer. Nevertheless A1 was the last group but can you believe it. We made it the the end like alot more front. The tower place was nice and thats when A1 got to much more front:) We cheered each other on and yeah walked, ran. was behind to wait for Jestin and yeah it was really damn sad cause we were way behind Platoon A. Joanne ma'am was with us and yeah could see Jestin tried his best. And me all i could do is to cheer and help him carry the bag. Although Platoon A won second but the teamwork and the bond was really <3. The physical station thing was nice and took bus back t campsite. Slept and bang my head on the window two times. Hah bruise.got back and bathed. Had no time so shared cubicle with Hazel. Somemore programmes like showing the campfire performance. Hah. Imagine me and you. i do(:and went to sleep. It was earlier so i had full 2 hours of sleep:D YAY.
Day three.
Woke up and similarly falling in was so, ~!@#$%^&*. Hah had breakfast:D Campfire was the THING man! did many plannings and was last minute called to be the Emcee. Hah A2 did the hazel class dance damn funny luh the mentors that joined in(: OMGOMG MASSAGE STICKS!<33 Hah saw Chishan Ma'am, Serena Ma'am and Joyce ma'am! And Mr Goh. haha. Well i have t say that campfire wasnt as high as we wanted, but yeah. A1 performnace was alright i guess. Except that our movements abit screwed and i actually forgot my purple light song cheer): It was damn embarrasbing and it was videod down.BBQ was love and yeah. Bathed with Diana and slept in Bunks. After unpitching and washing of tents.Whoo good night rest.
Day four.
Woke up morning. Physical Training rocked my worl and someone fartted?! hahah.Had breakfast porridge and the hike to ECP:D cheers and bad rainy day and somemore cheers.lunch wasspicy hah. Area Cleaning and inspection. Had our last flag lowering at the campsite of ULP. Took our pictures. had snack, chook hands and cheered and cried. Well i have to say that it was the last slow song that made me cry cause its really touching, like after 4days3nights together, as one. BYE everyone. Hah the last part about the Hornet attack. Omg like an idiot i was so, nevermind. HAHAHHA:D Went for dinner outside and counted my mosquitoe bites. about 20 of them. Thankyou ma'ams for the dinner treat<3

Well over all. Ulp really taught me alot. Through the Hike, Exercise Independence, A1 bonded real lot together. Our hike there, all the chitchats, all the hardships, all the encouragements and stuffs will be remembered. Our jokes and our happy moments. Our group flag and yeah(: Those A1 silly times and pictures and tents and tears. So A1, Me, Preethi, QianHui, Diana, Weiting, Vanesse, Debbie, Jestin and George and ShwuYueh Ma'am. THIS IS LOVE<3 And our platoon. Platoon A. The best ever Alpha mentors got us through all these. Even though we didnt win for the ULP challenge. But we won, ourselves. Because one chicken wing is just nothing compared to our experiences. ALPHA ALPHA IS THE BEST.

This is not the end cause whats in my heart cant be just discribed by a post on the blog. But just to say. the fourdaysthreenights are the best of the best things i ever gone through; the bond. HUGS ALPHA!<3333333

ULP'07<3

Omg blogger change its skin or something. So weird. Okay yeah friday. Tomorrow im off to ULP. yeah how fast. Planned to sleep at nine. And obviously i got too much things t do. so i cant:/

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Hah im going to miss you.

FLAG:)

Woke up at nine. Watched this bluegatecrossing movie. Funny one:D Went for Group meeting. Did cheers and flag and some Ex Unity stuff. Laughed real hard Debbie cried, laughing(: HAHHA. Swimming people! Saw my sexy mama Ruiting and walked around a while with her. Go babe. Painted Flag at this random HDB place and there were these two people like using phones and looking at our direction. Omg then we thought they calling Police. So we left quickly. HAH:D Nevertheless if they were really doing so, BIG KAYPOS. Did some lame steps for our song. Georges got a crush from his church. Thats the thing he told us today. WHOO BIG BIG SECRET. HAH. Bern and her friend Shaun walked past and George fell in love with her. KIDDING. Went near my house there pasarmalam, shit i dont now how to spell. But yeah Vanessa bought her cartoon shirt(:
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IMAGINE ME AND YOU, I DO.
I think about you day and night.

NICOLE BOYFRIEND I LOVE YOU<3 At least you have sucker and sucker loves you. My loser can heck about me(: when its like someone else feel the same way as i do too.

To see you once again, my love:)

Okay i need to do some ULP shopping. Tmr maybe:D or Friday. Pointe class on Friday will suck. Shuzhen is not going. So we can't bitch for a week. Hah Stephanie is not going too): Ohwells. Camp is in two days. OMGG.
Thankyou Hazel, and Jinghan( ChaoAhbeng), for coming all the way to pass me the red cloth:D Tmr will be good. I HOPE.

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You made me think so much after tuesday.

When its just so hard to go back.

Monday meeting was good i guess:D F&B is once again, almost completed. Hah but yeah i was late wth so sorry. Was a short one. Yingsi the Cedar girl funny person:D Library is the definitly the most loser place to have meetings. We can't use phone we cant talk loud and i had my leg numb. Had lunch at Mos. And George decided to watch us eat. Hah. Ex Unity meeting(:
I did'nt finish what i was suppose to finish by monday. Emaths revision. :(
Tuesday, went to school. Saw Liyuan at bus stop:D Hah he pierced his ear. Did some homework in school and went home alone. ALONE:/ Mommy bought me cotton candy cause i asked her to. Purple, gay. Okay bye.
I shall be nice and forget about what happened on Monday. That biatch.
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Go read through the old chatlogs.

Met George at PayaLebar in the morning to study for the test. Since yeah i couldnt stu dy last night. Hah. Hes kind of loser though, to spill honey all over himself. Went Kembangan with Vanessa and changed. Believe me our Aop screwed up): Yeah so Contact session three was kind of sad. Moi test, hahah okay badly done. I didnt memorise enough rahh. Took Ruiting's car to mrt station and changed and bought drinks and sat there with Hazel waiting for no apparent reason. Hah so i wasted eh, almost an hour sitting down there in the end still lonely go home. Okay but at least the talk was funny. Thr trip home was alright i guess. Thought about a lot of things. And thats why i just love long trips( at times). But ohwells it was mrt so too bad, i prefer bus journeys. Then i saw this girl, omg shes damn blue. Teeshirt blue, pumps bright blue, handphone blue, ipod keychain blue, handphone key chain blue and hairband blue. OHOH and nails too. I had fun starring at her:D Got home, had dinner alone since everyone already had it. Then Daddy and Mommy came back with two pairs of leather boots. Hah and gues the reason why they buy it. Cause its the ONLY two pairs in Singapore. Some guy brand name rocker or something. Wth waste money one pair costs freaking hundred plus. They could have given me the money right? the answer is YES. HAHHA. Okay everything seems wrong now. So Yejing is going to be crazy and badmooding unless someone brings her out or something. I mean, yeah. not bringing me out maybe, im grounded for any unofficial events. Once again, lifes just great. Im going to have a great time thinking of what to wear to the campfire. cartoons:D maybe id wear spongebob. And Garfield the BALL.

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You don't see the way i do.

Busy day.

Woke up late, Hah cause i simply hit the alarm button and got back to sleep when it rang at 8am. So rushed down and this ass stalked me. I guess? Why else would someone take a bus to outside a school then run across the road(without trafficlight) and head to take a bus that goes back to where he came from. Hah now i realise that the single seat at the front row is awesome(: Discussed stuffs and had lunch at cheers with Suana babe. Made me feel bloated, orange juice doesnt go well with spicy maggie mee. Got home and watched funny tv show as i polished my boots. Prepared full u omg its screwed i swear): But once again obviously i didnt thing i will have time to wash it and that it will dry in time. Went for pointe class and met Hazel at J8. poor girl. She look realy sick, like totally different from morning at the meeting. Oh i almost forgot. Burning kiwi is pretty. Pointe class was okay i guess. still hate the silly dance. Cabbed home and i thought the driver was insane. He was speeding like as if it was a car race against the blue cab beside us. Hello i didnt get to sit back and relax cause i ws freaking out the whole time:/ Dinner is awesome. Chicken drumsticks, hot and fresh from oven<3 Whoo ate three. Yeah i know it a lot, what to do?:D Im so dead for MOI test tmr, nothing seem t get into my brain. I hope i have memory like my sister. How unfair right, like we are twins yet her memory is superb mine is like, i can forget what i did just few hours ago.
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Hah i thought you'd be good.