Im just going to watch as people go around laughing and doing what i wish i could do.

Woke up at 9am. And i did some Emaths sums. Went for ULP meeting and i was late im so sorry): Guess the reason, my parents were really mad at me and yeah they almost didnt allow me to go today. Shrugs. I bet im grounded for the whole holiday. And im not going to do any shopping. Lifes just awesome, RIGHT? Okay meeting was good. We bonded well<3 Went Plaza Sing to check out some price. The trip there sucked i swear. Hello i was practically stucked at one corner by some unknown dudes staring at my tablet talking in malay laughing. And i thought there wasnt such a need to just place their arms around the metal bar and the door so i was totally in the middle of nowhere. Oh and i didnt know standing so close to someone you dont even know was a laughing matter. HEY JUST GET A LIFE AND MOVE IT. Like maybe stand at least few metres away from me? And so i freaked out but Thank God we had to alight soon. Checked out the price and talked at the perfect place with so many cute notebooks(: I LIKE. Went home and dinner was nice. Rushing Ulp now.
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But I Like.

That very nice shirt, and bag.

Woke up, an extremely heavy breakfast, bus to school. Emaths was good(: Had this tough time doing sums. But it ended fast. Went Causeway point with Sowji to wait for my sister. To be dismissed from camp:D we walked around and stuffs. Thankyou girl, for the day<3 I love this shirt): actually a bag too, but Sowji thinks that its to square. okay fine so i like this skirt as well. Hah. Lunch at BK. Bad. there were flies?! Finally the princess came and we headed for Jack's place. Yeah i cant believe it too, we are going Jack's place right after the big meal at BK. Watched that woman eat and i had shirley temple( some cocktail). Taste weird. Four bucks. Shrugs. Im broke now. Bought a bag. My bag was damn heavy and when we finally got home i went to sleep until dinner.
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Its a small world, afterall. Its a small world, afterall. Its a small world, afterall. Its a small SMALL world.

Tuesday is a long day. Woke up real early unwillingly to go for lessons): Shrugs its the same tomorrow. Just kill me. Amaths was good. Went cheers for food and was late for Emaths lesson. Biology was just weird and boring. Rushed down to Bishan with Hazel for her ULP meeting. I was just being nice as usual and went down. With Kalyn babe. Had a heavy lunch at Subway with Kalyn. Talking is good. Hoho cant believe we talked about primary school days. Okay i did the talking she just laughed:D Went home and did some emaths sums. I got to mug more. Mids really broke my parents' heart): Yay my dear sister is coming back tomorrow from camp. Bought her a bear. Hah. Maybe i should go and fetch her after her camp. Okay i sound so old so i shouldn't. oh almost forgot to post about Amaths. MrChoy was dressed so casually, like Giordano collar tee. and jeans. Hah Giordano the brand of polo tees that almost every teacher owns(: Nicole cant wait for tomorrow, same here. I miss my sister. She miss her loser. And so we talked about losers. Nicole couldnt help it and had to tell me how my loser loves some other person): HEY OMG NO.
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Uh i should just forget it right?

Yay new skin<3

My sister left for camp early in the morning and i was thinking of waking up early to do some physics revision. But i overslept wth. There was just sufficient time for me to wash up and eat and get to school. Met Nicole at Orchard mrt station and went mac for icecream then to school. We were on time(: Geog was totally boring and i didnt listen much though. After that went Bishan with Hazel for ULP group meeting. Hah had to walk around along for twenty minutes before its three. Met Jestin and no one else came, waited for a while and called several people so in the end we went foodcourt. I was starving. Qianhui came and we headed to subway to discuss Ex Unity. Had to buy this damn ex drink. $3.20 for a bottle of common snapple?! Ohwells but we could stay there and talk about the games. And today the meeting was only of the three of us omg sad. Went down to check for the food for the price and bought myself a bear. Yeah it cheered me up and i felt like an assholekid. Joking. Practically slapped hazel's both hands for rubbing her eyes away. Tomorrow sounds so fun for her): Tomorrow sound like just any other day for me. Lifes just unfair and i wonder why. I got to change my blogskin soon.
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I thought maybe its best this way.

Thursday sucked, and Friday sucked as much.
Saturday no better. Only that little bright smile of yours, even though it was to somebody else, made my day.

I think some teachers should learn to speak honesty.

Last night was bad, rushing ULP when my mom always beat me up for ignoring her instrucions to go to bed. Woke up early and did the rest of my lesson plan. Was an hour to one i thought i was going to be late, so i cabbed. my money flew away just like that. Red ants at the campsite really pissed me off. Contact session was alright i guess. Screwed my lesson plan, was shaking away. Cause obviously it was just damn scary. Went home and had a bloating dinner. Ph i almost forgot about the nice talk with Hazel on the way home(: Thanks babe for all the informations but you still make me jealoused.
Then when my parents and my sister got home. everything just went really bad. My sis was being a bitch. She bought the some koreanjap piano scores hey why not english songs or chinese songs? But at least daddy bought swanlake and nutcracker, that i thought was more wise. then daddy and mommy came to talk to me about my grades. i was badmooding. But hey who will be in a good mood to realise that your testimonial from teacher was shit and your parents dont care about what you say. Hah. Lifes just great. well so i kept quiet and made meaningful comments about what i think. Got bad scoldings and daddy got really pissed. Well maybe i was rude or attitude. Im sorry dad. But you wont know how it feels. I hate it when mommy threatens about my allowance. Stop cutting it. Guess what daddy say he will make sure every of my free day i have to get home straight after school to mug. Kill me.
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Biology SPA was alright i guess. Miss Li said that i did a good job but hey i believe she didnt look at my recordings. 'Cause personally i felt that my results were quite out of point. Anyhows went back to class and slacked away. We sang the emo constipated song again sine my throat still allows me too. Assembly was really cool. The three Rs(: Well the Mcs were high and that rythm guy is freaking cute(: He looks blur and stuffs. Mr Ho and his sexy socks huh. Damn hilarious. Went down for lunch with Suana babe. And so obviously the Hcjc people were there asking us to go some pop concert thing. Heh. and then big groups of Secones crowded around Zhiyang. Chicken rice make me sick. Redcross was good today:D although i screwed the OA test up. i love pacing, it allows me to daydream a bit. HAHAH. Im kidding. Physical training was short, i could still breathe. Im learning to use my diaphram to shout. Yeah its cool to shout and you stomach muscles moves? Sexy. Got home, computer is killing me.
Lesson plan lesson plan. Yeah footdrill yes no?

Because i just can't stand seeing those weird twited things and realising you're weird too. Heh. There goes half of " Hello boy you look kind of screwed; BUT I LIKE".

8am right now.
I shall update about wat happened two hours ago.
I woke up and mom just made me eat breakfast and so i did. Okay i didnt finish it, the bread is still under my locker now. Heh. Bus was freezing cold i swear): Got to school, tired. Then Ruiting came rushing into my class about FirsatAid duty ohmy. HAH. So i went down and on the way borrowed Sophia's shirt. Pankhurst is like just so red, i look retarded? FirstAid duty was okay i guess. No casualties today.

The world just doesnt revolves around you.
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Thursday is going to nice. I HOPE:)

Today was just weird.

My voice is still not back yet. Woke up this morning, i was really happy. Last night sucked i swear. I kept coughing. Gosh my throat. Okay i was happy not about the coughing part but more of saturday?(: Can you believe im still igh since sat. Ohwells Bern and i were handphone talking. Cause i sounded like a frog, again. Yeah got to school. BLAHBLAHBLAH.
Nicole; Cheerup alright:D i know that the guy is a bastard so yeah heck him. You'll be safe and happy. Because hes going to get caught ad sent t jail. LOVES<3
During lesson i had fun highing away. Then Nicole was making me write my will while shes writing hers. So silly but yeah. She asked me to keep the note and the contents really made me cry:( Theres this special note for me okay. Yay Nicole loves me. Yeah that emo girl had been thinking about death these few days. Omg? Yeah my will is awesome, although its half done cause i got so much in mind. One of them is to have my braces pink and white alternate when i die. TOUCHWOOD* Well so lesson ended and we went down for lunch. Went back up for Chem, slept behind my tablet screen without Leow noticing. Nicole commented about how i sleep. HAHHAHA. Okay fine i shall be more demure when i sleep next time(: Too bad its a girls school. Oh i nearly forgot. CRESCENT IS A SCHOOL OF THE FUTURE! YAYNESS RIGHT? So Waihan was really mad and i had to sit down cause she was like !@#$%^&*~. Love you my dear<3
Activity was alright. Except that i couldnt stop coughing. Omg you wont want to be sick and time. Learnt slow march. Coolio. Although i suck doing it but i had fun. MY voice was sexy so i believe my few times of commanding made Shahilah faint. Hey LIKE who can stand my voice. Had this long talk thing. got home. Felt really down, for no obvious reason. I need chocolates. So today Sowji promised me chocolates too. Yeah when i get well Felicia, Melissa and Sowji are getting me a chocolate EACH. Kinder surprise please:D
Off for BioSPA. I DIE.
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Hello boy you're so fine. HIMMBOO NO?

Thursday.
Got back to school and my throat was really bad. And we shifted classroom. I miss top floor days now. Not going to post about my grades here cause i screwed everything up. After school, activities was good(: Had promotional parade, i mean yeah it was promotion for sectwos and Ncos:D Had celebration afterwards. That Crescent once again got Gold Awards for both EUA and Community award. Heh. yummy pizza and soft drinks. that kind of made my throat worse. But i love junkfood<3 Had this small briefing of the Combined training and i screwed it thanks to my broken voice. HAH. Went home and bathed and stuffs.
Friday.
I lost my voice. Meaning i couldnt talk since morning 6am. Rahh): Well i can talk but no sound come out? So i spent my day whispering to everyone. Woots. During Amaths MrChoy wanted to me answer this Qn and obviously i couldnt. Nicole: Mr CHoy she lost her voice. AND MR CHOY DIDNT BELIEVE. He started testing me like "can yo say hello". Ohwells. I wanted to drink cold water during physics and Nicole : Ms Loo can Yejing go toliet. Ultimate maluation. After class watched people eat all the junkfood and waited for Sowji:D Went dental after that and its Pink braces now. PINKK. Oh my right eye is like vibrating, or jumping i dont know right now:/ So weird. okay random. so after dental walked around fareast with Sowji and bought myself a bear chain thing. yeah CUTE! Rushed home to take something and cabbed to pointeclass. Yuckes it was so freaking ex rahh. And hello the driver had making me repeat my sentence when i couldnt talk well. MY THROAT): got there on time YAY. Choose the new leotard colour i like purple even if its gay. Cause i look disgusting in pink. Heh. or green. or yellow or Turquoise. Turquoise and yellow totally out cause thats Cgs colour i aint want to wear that colour six days in a week. HAH. Class was good and cabbed home with Daddy. He kept making fun of my broken voice. Got home and had a quick dinner and shower and spent my time working on the combined training and Ulp thing. Mom got really mad at me for benig so slow. wth. slept. The temperature of room was PERFECT. Damn cooling dont even have on aircon. Cause Mommy says aircon is bad if i have to on it everyday cause it has bad ventilation. Shrugs.
Saturday.
Woke up and rushed off. I prayed that i could have my voice back but it didnt came through. Well its kind of impossible anyway. Heh. Met Bern and took bus. I cnat believe she bought a bunny for Joel?! We got off at this weird stop cause she say we already missed the stop. But we didnt. HAHAH. so we walk and we saw Xiner and Joanne Ma'am at this busstop. HAH YAY they were outside StMags meaning we were not lost anyway(: Walked around aimlessly cause some blur ass made us do so. okay AT LAST our combined training began. Shant say about the whole thing. I was still upset that i couldnt say anything during the thing. HELLO I WAS DYING): I WANTED TO SAY SO MANY THINGS AND DO SO MANY THINGS. Went for Ulp and had lunch at Coronation Plaza. We were really smart and made use of this lock thing to hang our uniforms:D BEAMS* Died eating the chickenchop and rice. I forgot i just went to tighten my braces yesterday so i bite my food in pain. WHOO): changed to full u and cabbed. Thank God cause we got into a good cab. Yeah then we left Hazel's shoebag there, with her nike shoes inside. Mygosh i believe i can see very well but i didnt see anything left in there. Registered. Contact Session was nice. Love the thick book. HOHO. ALPHA 1(: And yes i couldnt talk for nuts again felt so sad): I WANTED TO SAY MANY THINGS AGAIN. rahh. Too much things happened so i shant post about it. HAH. shall keep all the things to myself for now:D Exchanged numbers and emails and stuffs. Felt like an total idiot to just shut up and when i do talk i sounded like a frog. Fell in and had water parade. I couldnt shout): Hey that was damn sad cause i shout but nothing came out. WAHLAU. Cabbed to PayaLebar Mrt station cause we expected that the Kembagan Mrt station will be really packed with other ULP people. hahah. the taxi driver huh. Hazel knows it. Hes funny but weird. Changed back to mufti felt to good(:
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I didnt know what was decently hot until today.

Updated.

Feel like shit right now):
My throat is really badly swollen. Rahhh.
So i failed english. wth by 0.8 marks.
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Happy.

HAPPY MOTHERS' DAY!(:

So i bought a nice cake, chocolate flavoured of course for mom<3
Thankyou for everything mom, hahah. loves!
Had lunch together as a family. Ohman i love the soup. Sharkfin whoo.
Guess what, even on Mothers' day. my mom had to piss me off abit.
heh. Daddy was thinking of going tioman since im so busy with school and cca and stuffs. yeah told him about my limited free days): then mom said this: aiya you so troublesome dont go luh, three of us go can already. LIKE HEY DUDDETTE, I TOLD YOU GUYS I WANT TO STAY IN SINGAPORE AND JUST GIVE ME THE HOLIDAY MONEY TO GO SHOP I DONT MIND. heh. but obviously they refuse to give me the money:/ but i need to shop so bad. Not window shopping hey. My dear sister added in to piss me more. Hello december holidays starts like around end of oct right? she had to take all the calendars to tell me its mid nov. wahlau not like i care anyway. not as if i want to go holiday so badly, shes the one.
Okay im being such a bitch bitching about my mom and my sister here on Mothers' Day. But its their fault to piss me off right?:D

Bitchasscake.

Jesse McCartney has got lovely songs.
MY MOTIVATION.

Its 12.30am now.
Cant sleep, everything seem to be out of place and wrong and crazy.
Yeah so im being retarded by sitting here and worrying when i know its not going to help):
So i screwed up the proposal and i hope i know the answer to why im bad at everything.
Bad grades and stuffs, like hey whats good.

Cause its never about jealousy.

HAPPYBIRTHDAY BABY MAYVIN, yesterday<3

Postexam activites are ohso fun.
Had many talks and learning journey was the best.
Why is it the best? Because compared to those sexdiseases talk or whichother eyecare talk its the best. Heh. I felt like bashing up this ass on friday during the eyecare talk. Little despo luh. eee.
After school went tanglin with Shahilah and Hasinah<3
Had fun bitching. ohyes its mirroshine babes:D
Pek was so loser, for every scoop of mcflurry she ate she will drop something on her tablet. smart luh. i bet she ate only half the cup. heh.
ANIMAL PENCIL(: so pretty.
Went home and rushed bathing and going to ballet class.
yeah so i was late and i missed pointe:/
Ohwells shuzhen is dman skinny i swear, her tanktop is TINY.
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Thought you should know
I've tried my best to let go of you
But I don't want to
I just gotta say it all
Before I go
Just so you know

Three more papers to go and im free.
SILOSO YES.

Screwed few papers:/ rahh. Today was History and Chem. I didnt study really well but the last minute revision from Celestine on the Provisional Government was good. Cause it came out:D It Physics and Geograph tomorrow. And RedCrossDay<3
I cant wait till after mids even though i know its badly done.
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That was stupid girl.