专属天使
我不会怪你.对我的伪装
天使在人间是该藏好翅膀
人们愚蠢鲁莽而你纤细善良
怎能让你 为了我被碰伤

小小的手掌 厚厚的温暖.
你总能平复我不安的夜晚
不敢想的梦想. 透过你的眼光
我才看见 它原来在前方

没有谁能把你抢离我身旁
你是我的专属天使
唯我能独占

没有谁能取代你在我心上
我有一个专属天使
我哪裏还需要别的愿望


小小的手掌..大大的力量.
我一定也会象你一样飞翔
最想去的地方.就是我的方向
有我保护..笑容尽管灿烂

没有谁能把你抢离我身旁
你是我的专属天使
唯我能独占

没有谁能取代你在我心上
我有一个专属天使
我哪裏还需要别的愿望

要不是你出现
我一定还在沉睡
绝望的以为 生命只有黑夜

i think this song is damn sweet<3
last night was so fished up.
and learning festival was bad.
went for footdrill in the morning, we were practically drenched.
got my new classtee:D yayness.had firstaid duty with xiner. it was fast.
walked around, sat around, went cheers, ate, talked, laughed, danced, played.
the day went fast and kalyn played around with my hair.
so we went down to hall in all kind of weird hairstyles. ruiting looked like a moose. seriously(:
kalyn, durgga, aida and hazel were damn hilarious, their hair like ohmine.
mine was so like awesome. hahaha. thanks to kalyn babe.
got a pink balloon from asykin. thanks babe!
went up, saw sophia and her orange hair and nice shoes:D
slacked up there and danced a while. old memories of valenti.
then some did human stretcher on me. the retarded security guard suddenly appear and shouted, thankyou darlings for not dropping me.
i sat up in a second and it was so funny. hahaha. the guy whole day spoil our mood. rahh. then we took a slow walk to redhill mrt station. this weird guy totally freaked me out. he walked past me and looked at me so closely and murmured something. then he said SIAO to kalyn and ruiting and knocked them. like HELLO?! whats with him. got a problem with our hair styles or what. BUBBLETEA!
went home with mauvika. crapped. alighted. went to class.
class was normal. then teacher started to compare me and my sister AGAIN. she just had to malu me infront all the grade eight seniors.
after class had dinner and bought carrot earrings<3 yay. cabbed home.
BYEBYEBYEBYE-
i hate to start mugging soon, like i have time. right. school is unreasonable luh ya?

IM FINALLY QUITE FREE.

the past weeks had been tiring:/ and stressful.
shant post much about life.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY AJ:D
activity was fine. xiner loves to move about on my shoulder.
and she nearly dropped me. hahahhahah(:
fridays are usually damn slow and retarded. waiting for the day to end is like forever. ohman.
not going crezawrads this year. hahaha. would rather go town for movies<3
had 2.4km today. yay. my timing 11.58. yeah mama. mp3 does help.
NANA YOU MUST TAKE CARE OKAY!
BYEBYEBYEBYE-

slutty. what a word. apprarently your language needs improvement. and wow. then what do you do. act glam? when thats the total opposite. we dont give a damn about the performance, cause no one cares anyway. so we dont as well.

#01. Would you mind if your guy is fat?
see the situation, you get what i mean. like cant be super? everything has got a limit.

#02. Would you want your guy to do house chores?
doesnt matter. best if he does?

03. What is the maximum age gap you
and your guy should have?
2 at most 3 years. but exception for special case<3

#04. Would you mind if your guy smokes?
YES DUH.

#05. Must he get good grades?
cant be too bad, once again everything has got a limit. but personally guys with good grades( good school) are more attractive.

#06. A muscular/mature guy or a childish/cute guy?
mature but not old, mascular not muscle guy. and cute guys.

#07. Must he be popular to suit you?
no.

#08. Would you allow your guy to join gang?
no. dangerous. ill be dead worried.

#09. Must he have perfect eyesight?
no. hello i dont have it as well.

#10. Must he be perfect in everything?
no. what if he gets proud. and everyone is not perfect. average will do.

#11. Will you be furious OR worried if
your guy gets into trouble with the DM?
worried.

#12. Must he be taller than you?
yes. but if hes shorter than me, cant be like WAY DIFFERENT.

#13. What is the first thing that
attracted you to him?
looks? since its the first thing. i mean how will you even know a person without even seeing him. cause i dont support online meetups.

#14. Does how much he loves you matter
or as long as you love him is enough?
he must love me.

#15. Would you allow your guy to show
tantrums on the elderly or worthy of respect?
no. what if he shows that to me huh.

#16. What if your guy's ex still loves him?
he better dont love her back, if hes does than too bad for me.
but if he doesnt love the girl then too bad for her!

#17. Which of his character or looks
will make you leave him?
all the typical fishball things guys can do. like being mean. or liking another girl.

#18. Must you be his first girlfriend?
no.

#19. After marriage, must you be together
or follow him back to his country?
hello im only 15. and i dont intend to get married any time soon.

#20. What will you do if his friends bully him?
feel sad for him. i can do nothing.

#21. What is the most important thing
you seek in your guy?
i should say the feel? haha. okay of course he must have a good character, aceeptable looks and grades and stuffs. he cant be pushy. heh.

#22. Would you rather your guy be a
studious or bad boy kind?
studious but not nerd.

#23. What if your good friend likes your guy?
ask her go and die. kidding, what can i do? make sure my guy doesnt likes her back. if he does hes so dead.

#24. which 5 ppl would you like
to do this survey?
anyone. i think this is interesting.

YOU DONT SEE IT.

talenttime.
woke up and got to school. practiced two times and bathed.
wrapped poles(: ive got rain and showluo faces at the two ends.
ive got yejing love fahrenheit on the pole.
ive got fahrentheit picture<3
ive got wuzunyalun names on it. im a genuis at pole decoration!
and then we cabbed off.
saw squadmates<3 hee. bernice huh. sexy mama wear until so hot.
the taxi driver is so mean. whats the diff of five and four people huh.
got there and chishan ma'am reached there even earlier than us! omg:D
went in and registered. waited and had a dry run.
it was our turn, YEAH MAMA(:
watched other schools.
went up to stage with durgga and shaked. hahha. then these two just had to hop infront of us:/
went up to stage and received the certs thingy:D
results announced.
i was kind of slow and didnt realise it was us. then the next second everyone hopped around and stuffs.
went off and saw j**** *** YAY:D
cheered and almost fainted luh no air in brain.
ohoh. love the ri cutural dance. it was so funny. HAHAHAHHA.
shake it mama*
took some pictures. and changed.
and others schools did their cheers. some were really long. and there was this one that i totally like. cause the impact was like. WOAH. OMGOMG.ohwhatever.
bought this fahrenheit badge<3 damn ex pls.
went swensense. rahh damn bloated.
went home on train with suanna babe.
okay we were like two idiots always getting up and down every stop to check if we reached raffles place yet.
took bus. and oh. to the old fat man on the bus who just had to stare and scold me bitch and cough at me and not allowing me to walk over with your big stomach. THANKS ALOT. go get some slimming package and PLEASE cover your mouth when you cough. cause some dirty shit landed on my cheek. i had to wash my face two times and use clean and clear wipes to clean the area cause i feel so contaminated. put some braces as well. seriously. brush your teeth and look into the mirror. foffasssholicbas. like seriously! i did nothing i didnt even talk or look or whatever. yeah something wrong with my face? my attire? my bag? or my pole. HUH?! yeah just come get me ill kick your father's day off.
okay anw so sorry for being so mean and vulgar. but just imagine when someone like does that to you when you did NOTHING and he coughed at you PLEASE.
got home and my sis bought new espirit jacket. wahlau):

sunday.
woke up at 11.15. by my dad.
had cream of mushroom for breakfast<3
yeah did some maths and went of for steambaot buffet! yay.
became so bloated.
then my sister and i were like arguing to go china of holiday or taiwan. she luh, say her friend go china to eat dont know what very nice. then i was telling her that YES we are going china, cause taiwan is part of china. hurhur. then she told my parents i want to go taiwan cause higher chance of seeeing fahrenheit. THANKS DUDE. yeah luh i want to see please. HHAHA. went home did somemore work and camp appraisal and total defence. ohmine. i feel so dead now.
BYEBYEBYEBYE-

reading those things left by others make me feel smaller. and maybe im just not fated to. PLEASE. can i have a better life?

BABY I LOVE YOU.

seriously, school is really boring.
i cant help it if i have to be playful.
the council thing was sweet(:
waihan=stone the whole time i was so amazed.
had dance. in heels:D okay i hate it when i have to bend it.
my daily posts shoud get shorter, then i can have more time t daydream<3
i love fahrenheit. ALOT ALOT ALOT.
BYEBYEBYEBYE-

everytime i think about you, its like the world goes crazy.

BRONZE HEELS.

today sucked.
lessons were super boring.
and it was so screwed up after school.
went to collect heels at j8.
and mommy thinks the heels are outdated. WHATEVER.
but daddy thinks they are fine(: YAY!
talenttime finals this saturday. omg.
bought denim shorts. ohman:X damn weird.
BYEBYEBYEBYE-

no one really appreciates.
i just want to go into some dream state, "hanging around you and you and you<3"
and i really hope that day will come. when the skies are blue, i see you once and for ever.

MODERN BALLET.

saturday was a total nice day(:
because i slacked.
i didnt do any homework and had fun slacking.
and i watched many shows on fahrenheit and hanakimi<3
OMGOMGOMG.
went for ballet lesson and my sister said she saw an accident.
okay maybe i was so blind that i didnt see.
lesson was as usual and joanne luh. distract me. made me turn wrong direction still didnt realise and continue talking to teacher at the same time.
after class:D talked to mdmfong with wanyu and peoples. heh. we are going to do modern ballet for the end of the year performance. its once three years. omg(: wahlau but senior classes are doing like hippop and jazz:/ we are doing modrn ballet?!
rahh whatever.
after class went for dinner. had briyani(: yay.
bought two edc shirts<33
cabbed home and slacked again.
im so dead tmr cause i havent down much homework. great.
BYEBYEBYEBYE-

you are right. what makes me the exception?

LEADERSHIP CAMP<3

thursday morning.
had maggie for breakfast as i planned.
mommy woke up and sent me to bus stop until i got on a cab.
THANKYOU(:
yeah so obviously i got on a cab. and went down to get sophiaandshermain:D
hahaha. they look ubber cute carrying so much things walking.
the trip was short. and got to school.
sophia is strong seriously. she could carry my big bag with one hand and tell its quite light. well its quite light compared to last years so i agreed that its light. HAHAHAH.
blahblahblah.
fall in. full u. and the camp begins.
banana with bread is nice. and i didnt know that until i ate it:X
hike to west coast park was unbelievable. almost died.
dinner was surprising but love it.
tent pitching is fun and the game was good(:
sentry duty rocked halfway. only if i was less sleepy.
sleeping in tents was cool. OMG<3 sorry people if i sat up half way or moved around. cant help it i guess i have slight signs of sleep walking.
physical training was bad. guess we have to train harder..
breakfast is TOTALLY AWESOME!!
tent pithcing and unpitching was cute.
scavenger hunt was funny. and just like hike, tiring.
as a whole camp was fun, wellplanned, enriching, bonding, training. and i learnt much in it(:
after scavenger hunt. washed up and went cheers for food. ate like its heaven and went home.
we saw ziying<3
got home watched tv for three hours and dinner and another one hour and slept.
over slept and missed dental appointment. so sorry.
im dead. my homework is like NOT DONE AT ALL for mathematicS and scienceS. unfinished eng and chinese. ohwells. i hope its all done then i can slack now.
BYEBYEBYEBYE-

it says this way on tv.

TALENTIME 2007. saturday!

hello:D im slow but i still insist that i shall post on talentime audition.
got to school with my ubber heavy bag which nearly killed me:/
practiced in the hall and it was really tiring.
so WE PRACTICED AGAIN AND AGAIN(:
ordered canadian pizza for lunch. okay two pieces werent enough for me and hazel:X
did hair cuts for hasinah and durgga. hair everywhere, floor, my shirt, their shirts.
bathed in the yucky hall toliet. gahh.
dressed up and i didnt know how to draw the damn eyeline.
bused there and it was a big sight.
waited in the holding room for our turn.
yay it was our turn.
the place was smaller than we expected i swear. almost hentaked on the spot:D
the judges' comments were both positive and negative.
hope we can get through(:
watched the rest of the other groups.
went ps for dinner, everywhere is packed ohmy.
finally we settled down in kfc. ateateate.
got home. watched the phantom of the opera.
OMG. well its full of singing but i love the tune.
yay we will get to know if we got through by tmr. tuesday=D

SUNDAY!
woke up realy late. slacked the whole day):
watched this korean show. it was kind of funnyxD

BYEBYEBYEBYE-

campcamp!{3

FEELING SHIT.

recaps yesterday tuesday.
blahblah, schools boring.
slept at 8.30 last night cause wasnt feeling well):
woke up still unwell but decided to go to school.
yeah so today was like boring as well?
MrsRebeccaYeo isnt coming to school for the third day.
so for the third time we had freeperiod.
lunch with durgga and ziying and ruiting and cindy and xiner:D
and DARLING.
hahahaha.yeah had fun talking nosense.
fulldress rehersal of talenttime at mpr.
it was maluating to yeah wear those clothes and then people see:/ WAHLAU.
got home real late and had dinner.
BYEBYEBYEBYE-

hello make me happy.

reposting.
daddy was just dissapointted with my grades.
WITHOUT SEEING BIO AND AMATHS YET.
heh. im seriously dead. i mean, will someone give me a deal of something that i dont have to show my parents the two lousy papers? yeah maybe the deal could be a hundred pumpings or whatever. ohmygosh. i aint want to such an ass and break my parents' heart. rahh. yeah whoever set the paper. THANKS.

BAD SORE THROAT):

mondays are boring. filled with sciences.
and espeacially today we got back most of our papers:/
OMG. i failed so badly for amaths and bio okay. and socialstudies.
yayness for my english and chinese and amaths and physics and chem. well i passed them so yay:D
i suppose we are getting back geog tomorrow.
hope i can pass. with some better grades(:
recess and lunch are like so little. okay im not maming any sense. but yeah. im like waiting for every break possible?!
nicole and i were being mad talking about funny things that happened.
and sorry waihan. hahaha. i kept telling you things): but thanks for listening and understanding my situation. ohgosh. love you baby<3
lunch with ziying and waihan. YAY it was nice. and we stole food from ziying cause shes like not even finishing 1/4 of the food when we finished everything. fishballs!
well my share is so badly contaminated with pepper. it was like a whole chunk?! but at least i stil could eat it. phew. lyelye's face went totally blank and twisted drinking the soup.
was late for english class.
i love it when im late for class and that everyone got back their papers AND that nicole will smile at me and tell me that i did a good job. YESYES. she did that twice for english and chem. english was logical but chem was not. i just passed thats all.
and finally lesson was over and ran down for activity.
fall in it was so rushing. but ohwells.
had admin and interaction and evacuation.
dimissed. bused home and felt so sleepy.
eeyucks i hate makeups.
2days1night leadership camp during march holidays<3 OMG YAY.
BYEBYEBYEBYE-

because lifes just unfair and i cant help it.

SUNDAY IS GOOD.

woke up really late. had a bad night):
so the day started.
watched my sister pack for her obs trip tomorrow, in the morning.
went out with family and had late lunch at jacksplace.
the usual meal and the usualtype. midiumwell:D
walked around and got myself new trackpants.
but i have to lend it to my sister for her obs which needs three pairs:/
rahh.
YAYNESS daddy bought two tubs ben and jerry icecream at fairprice xtra(:
got home and watched her pack again.
ohgosh. shes going obs in a few hours time:/
i will miss her.
BYEBYEBYEBYE-

then i thought it over again. maybe thats life):

HAPPYBIRTHDAY TO ME!(:

morning sucked. seriously.
then i was such a lousy ass. shant post about it.

thankyou everyone for the birthday wishes:D
thankyou for the presents(:

after school went bugis with mayvin.
to get the two shirts and my present.
the shop wasnt open omg wahlau.
got a puma bag:D YAY! its pretty.
well mayvin chose it so yeah. its ubberly nice.
went for pointe class and it was so tiring.
birthday cake rocked<3 its black forest and with nicenice chocolates.yum.
nice knowing Dawn(:
BYEBYEBYEBYE-

you dont seem to know.

what a day. but maybe as durgga said i just have to get used it. no matter what its such a common sight.

shareathought this morning was entertaining(:
lessons were boring and today was a cold day.
i like rainy days cause i will start to think about a lot of things.
after school, went bugis street to shop for talenttime clothes. yeah got the top. bottom shall most probably stick to denim skirt:D
cabbed to durgga house. HELLO WOMAN I SENT YOU HOME PLS:/
had some rotijohn there. quite nice. cabbed home. ohgosh.
no mood to update anymore.
im damn broke.
BYEBYEBYEBYE-

so you just had to do it and say it. thankyou for the day. you have no idea how its affecting me for so long. i suggest you to even go beyond the limit. cause i give up.