its a new year tomorrow and im stucked at home. struggling with my camp appraisal and homeworks. daddy warned me if i have any teacher complaining to him that i didnt do my holiday homework he will cut my allowance. ohgreat): i havent get my new books and new socks. i havent went to buy new school shoes. i havent get my new school bag and new mp3 that i am suppose to get. i thought a new year would be nice and good. MY ARSE. im s not prepared in every single way! my new school skirt is freaking long and not made shorter yet. wahlau and my tuition teacher is a freak ever since the new fat guy joined us. camp appraisal is going no way better. i have nothing to write about so much things and i seem to be repeating my feelings about peoples. my brain is about to burst! im going to be vulgur in this post because i cant stand it anymore. its going to be so vulgur but thats how i make myself feel better after breaking down. FUCK.
WHAT THE FUCK IS WRONG WITH THIS WHOLE THING. WHY AM I SO STUCKED. WHY CANT I JUST GO AND GET EVERYTHING I NEED NOW, BUT TO GET FUCKING PISSED AT NOTHING BECAUSE THE HEAVY WORK LOAD IS KILLING ME. IF MY HOMEWORKS AND CAN BE DONE RIGHT NOW. AND I CAN GO OUT TO SHOP FOR WHAT I NEED TMR AND HAVE TUESDAY FOR DANCE AND RELAXING. THANK GOD. SO I WILL FINISH EVERYTHING BY TONIGHT. HOPEFULLY. ITS NOT GOING T HAPPEN BUT IM GOING TO MAKE IT WORK. EFF.
im hungry.
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no one understands.

RECAPS"D
yesterday.yadayada.woke up almost as early as normal school days and got to school.
omg the 132 i took was SO PRETTY<3
its like red ceiling and walls with comfy white sofas.
anyhows firedrill and footdrill and ui went well.
unit lunch at tanglin mac:DD
OMG IT WAS THE BEST.
and i THANK GOD THAT I WAS SATU. OMGG.
was pretty bloated after that. and had to delete some pictures off my phone.not ego pictures. i rarely has them. not like ahpek.
got back to school. it effing rained):
we sang and play and played around. joined with the Ncos and Joanne ma'am to play two games. it was hilarious to see durgga teaching buttons.Nanthini is a great singer pls(:
there were like many many nanhua dance girls and guys. yeah. bernice claims that one of them looks like eddie. ohgosh.but i agree.
fancy footdrill was cooling<33 and there was this woman videocamming us cos WE ARE GOOD!
after activity. danced and crapped for a little while. and went home.
saw yuhua ma'am and xueli ma'am and joanne ma'am at the busstop=)
but anws i bused home on the same bus. the NICENICE 132. i knew its the VERY SAME BUS cos i sort of memorised the number at the front of the bus.heh.but both times i couldnt sit): coscos i was holding uniform. OMGG. ULTIMATE DISSAPOINTMENT PLS:/
dinner was spicy. and late. slept even later and omg i had slight migrane.
pointe class later.and i totally DO NOT look forward to it. in fact if i could, i will pon it.
BYEBYEBYEBYE-

i kinda think you are the best eyecandy in the whole wide world. OMGG<33

TODAY WAS AWESOME<33
valenti was our past. new name unfound.
so met shahilah at school to get her books. wahlau freezing cold):
then went to buona vista to meet peoples.
got to the studio and it was damn nice i swear:D
THANK YOU YANYUE MA'AM FOR ALLOWING US TO GO THERE PRACTICE MA'AM(:
lunch was canadian pizza. hawaiian is nice. bbq chicken was atroscious:/
practiced. mambo no5 and ballet cleared. so is buttons and steam. lose my breath on the way.
ohdamn. ballet is killing me): WAHLAU.


I WISH:D

LOOK AT THIS SLEEPING CUTE ASS.MAMBO NO 5. ACTION NUMBER FOUR.YES BABY? WHAT DO YOU WANT FROM US.

GREATT DAY ALWAYS END UP US TAKING GREAT PICTURES<33

last night was grrrreeeeeaaaaaaaaaaatttttttt:D
dinner was awesome cos my parents gave me and sister christmas present.
and it wasss. SWAROVSKI CRYSTAL NECKLACE<33
omg its damn pretty. mine is this butterfly shaped thing.
my sister got his flower thing?heh(:
after that we watched movies. the myth. i like the flying flying thing.
this morning was shitt.wahlau.i totally suck.
IM REALLY SORRY. SORRY SORRY SORRY.
tmr is tuesday. yay. dance practice.ohdamn i cant wait.

BYEBYEBYEBYE-

MERRY CHRISTMAS EVERYONE:D
yeah so its christmas eve and i got pissed by few fuckers.
i went for ballet class and the teacher is violent): she didnt teach properly and she freaking slapped my thigh. and scratched my arms.
then after class i went to get christams presents for my parents. omg daddy's present killed me): so i bought him two big bottles of toger beer.HAHAHAHAHA.
as i was buying the beer. this assholic bastard made me want to punch him. hey i was standing there and how the fuck am i syppose to know i was blocking his pregnant wife? like he didnt even said excuse me at first. after a while he was like shouting:" EXCUSE ME!".
motherflower. what a guy with PMS.
yeah got home and i am freaking hungry now):
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lifes hard.

saturdays are kind of boring. movies with family(:
new plasma tv is cool:D i like it. alot. itsits 43 inch.yays.
ohdamn last night i slept at almost one.worth it though. talking to my FAVOURITE person{3
i want to go out): to get what i need when school reopens.and oh. i hate school socks.its thick and high and ewwy.
rahh.
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youdidnthavethebraintothink.iwasdeadtiredandyetistayeduptohelpyoufindawaytosolvetheeffingproblem.alligetisayeah?FINEfucker.andyou.ihavenoideahwtahasgottenintoyou.youchangedintosomesuperselfishass.pettyandshitt.

i bought new uniforms today(: left with new school socks, new school shoes, new school bags and pens to buy.
i saw this really cute necklace but my sis say its ugly. wahlau. i want it so badly):
ohgosh. im hating pointe class more and more.
seniors all like so serious and there are only four of us from grade 6): likelike its uber miserable.
tonight was goooooooood{3 i love bbq chicken drumlets. yumyum:D
camp appraisal is OBVIOUSLY killing me. i cant remember many things:/ kill me.
and holiday homeworks.ohdamn.
BYEBYEBYEBYE-

i miss you!! i aint care anymore. i just want to see you online. serious.

today was a rainy day.yeah.
so i woke up this morning by bernice's sms:D
rush down to the bus stop with my hair like some shitt:/
ohyes we had sevenevelen stuffs for breakfast(:
got to school and did firedrill. lunch was chicken rice<3 i love the place.
got back to school and did fancy footdrill. it was cool.
shant say much about after activity:/ kind of sad. i can just kill myself.
tonights dinner is nice. damn nice{33

thank you for everything. you're the best. i'm really sorry about everything and yeah, OMG YOU ARE SO NICE(:

and secretly i like you.

todays great.yeah. eesuan and ahlianneoprints actions are fun(:

BYEBYEBYEBYE-

the confidence.

PAINTING BANNERS JOY(:
my alarmclock rang at 6.30am and i wanted to sleep more. i so reset the alarm to 7am:D
and suprising, i reached school as the third earliest.BEAMS*
many were late and got scolded by hazel. hahahah. hazel damn funny luh.
so we start by splitting ourselves into two groups, one group incharge of the ambulance banner and the other incharge of the stretcher banner.
i was in the stretcher 'squad'(: its damn pretty i swear.
although there were only about ten plus of us with some leaving early, we still managed to get the work done fine=)
durgga, me, huiping and haslinda drew the stretcher until haslinda left for her skating date.
huiping is just super talented in drawing bubble letters. art genius. she left after a while too.
then sankari and subha came. ahahha.we painted and stuffs.
omg i had yellow paint on my fbts, blue and red paint on my squadtee, black, blue and red paint on my legs lastly blue paint on my face. HAHAHHA. it looked like a mole. and i concluded i look nice with that mole on. HURHUR*
nanthini came and then together with xiner we went to tanglin mac to buy food for everyone. waited for really long and it was really embarassnig asking for so much sauses of many kinds. we feeasted(: and continued painting.
blasted music with my mp3 through the speaker thing at the mini forum until the batt went flat:/ rahh i am going ballet after that i got nothing to listen to on the way there):
yeah sp stretcher finished first and we made finger prints round it. i'm blue(: durgga the red, peiling the black and nanthini the green. shaking hands with paint on is cool. slippery.hahahaha.
went for pointe class and i was an hour early:/
ohyes. i found out something today too. my character is just like that and thats just doenst concern you. okay i'm hyper im active and laughs alot. SO WHAT. i am fine with all my friends and squadmates so i dont see whats wrong with you.i guess there is a problem with you. ambitious. ambitious in a way that irritate everyone who heard it. and thus you are SO NOT going to reach your ambition. heh. personally, even without knowing the effing thing, you are already showing much arrogance that make me want to slap you. mind you. are your younger and in everyway, smaller. i mean it. SMALLER. lastly, i wound like to end with a FUCK. heh.

BYEBYEBYEBYE-

Joanne Ma'am and Chishan Ma'am were super sweet cus they bought us soyabeandrink and youtiao:Dhahahahaha.
this morning i woke up really early but end up i wasnt very early when i got to school.
seveneleven the corn soup taste awesome(:
firedrill was okay. weien is my mini skirt partner now.hahah.
amanda's hair was so screwed due to the jaw bandage and i am so sorry.heh.
so on that day. me and weien are going to carry chealse over a bench, great.
linda did fireman's lift on me and her shoulder totally went pressing on my stomach.pain luh:/
had unhealthy instand noodle lunch and it rained so heavily. interacted a while before we went falling in for fancy footdrill.
blahblahblah.
it rained again so we in interacted again. we played around.hahaahhaha. electricty and i am proud to announce that. I AM STRONGER THAN SHAHILAH(:BEAMS*
fall back in and did more fancydrills. xiner is super cute and blur luh=)
then it rained again. did the last time in the rain. cooling whee.
was dismissed. hazel and me, flipflops partners brought flipflops and we had nice time airing our feet.hahahahaha.
bused home alone again.
it was fun at the busstop waving to shahilah and hazel. they are damn blind. make me so embarassed like i waving to no one eh. and Ncos were there please):
got home. dinner. got my hair cut. its fine. i guess. not bad luh.
tmrs painting banner day. rahh.
BYEBYEBYEBYE-

i'm happy talking to you. it never lasts. PLEASE. i really treause every moment of it.

all i have to say is, my sister's sec three textbooks are like so little. six books? cost around 110 bucks. rahh. crescent got so much more books to buy. heavy luh.
woke up this morning damn tired so decided that i shouldnt go to the chalet):
sorry durgga. i love you babe<3
morning was good. i helped to wash dishes today(:
anyhows afternoon, was being dragged to buy my sister's textbooks with her.
so went to her school. for the how many times. i like the big big school compound.its pretty.
got into the small popular bookstore in her school. yes her schools got a popular:/
its great inside. all kinds of stuffs. even potatoe chips, chocolates and sweets. and shampoo blahblah. cool right?:D bought several pens inside.then went home.
feasted a little cos we bought chips=)
watched movie. Lord Of The Rings. one and two. Legolas is effing hawt. damn it.
mommy came home. daddy got home{3 dinner and i slacked, like always.
tmrs got redcross.omg.7.30 have to reach school): my beauty sleep being disturbed once again.
BYEBYEBYEBYE-

itneverdidchange.yourestillthesame.waytooselfpleased.pettyandstuckup.fark.

today was super tiring):
and hazel and me decided that for future footdrill com practices we shall bring flipflops.
so i woke up freaking early and went to school.
had footdrill com first. it was fine. mny mosquitoes flying around. wahlau.
lunch at kfc:D
cabbed back. interaction, cheers session and some stuffs about stepping up things.
footdrill and dismissed.
did dance in mini forum.okay.our feet are like damn black after that.
washed our feet with water and went home.
the 132 bus was so shit okay.the seat is tiny andi had to sit uo straight cos there isnt enough place for me to put my legs if i lean back.tired:/
got home and i am effing bloated now. ate many deep fried stuffs cos my parents bought this new deep frying cooking thing after throwing away the old one. BURPS*
BYEBYEBYEBYE-

whatsyourproblem.dontbeegoplease.

friday friday.
i went to school and started polishing boots.
OMG MY FINGER IS NOW BLACK):
anyhows we had fun and went tiong for lunch.
saw vanessa chia. HAHAHAHAHA*
GRILLER!:D
bloated. got back to school.
fetched ma'ams at the bus stop. BIGBIG RAIN:/
lazy to talk about more.so yeah.
i am happy cos i ponned ballet pointe class today.
and oh. i msged shahilah=) she is in Thailand and i didnt know. cos i thought her flight is at night. my phonebill OMG.
tomorrow is dental, after so long. and lunch date with sophia:D
BYEBYEBYEBYE-

i want to like you forever and more. but everything seem to be going against it.

TODAY IS ESCAPE DAY.
so i woke up this morning and rushed off to catch 88.
yeah. went with ziying and we were super ego:D
taking videos.HAHAHHAHAHAHA.
got there and bused to downtowneast.
got in and yeah played?
ohyes we saw campus superstar the zhiyang and kim.hahahaha(:
i love rainbow<3and family coaster. and of course the pretty ship.HAHAHA.
saw this unity sec girl wearing unity sec CRCY mufti.err.mufti at escape?!
my sister and amanda came so we went to the haunted house.
it was SO NOT SCARY.we didnt even scream at all. just chanting away that its all fake.
the bumpboat thign is annoying. this few guys kept spraying water at us. soend up bern's teeshirt got weird smell. lucky me tried to get away.
okay the kids choochootrain is so lame. but we still went playing it TWICE.
yeah went to get the free popcorn with the coupons. this lady was damn rude to the icecream auntie luh. the lady was wearing this polkadot dress which showsoff half of her boobs.REVEALING LIKE SHIT.
the icecream auntie just asked her to go to the other side cos shes blocking the way. she asked her to shut up eh. like WTH. she and her ugly polkadot suit. she got this two big moles one on her mouth and one on her boob. so contradicting pls. cos her dress is WHITE dots with BLACK backgroud but her body got two BLACK round moles with like a almost white background?!
anyhows.we bused to my house.and slacked around.
went down for dinner. the five of us:D
so my mom got her new phone using MY PLAN.
its chocolate. black one. okay the touchpad is effing sensitive luh. i just lightly touched and its so so sensitive?!rahh.
i am so getting that sony mp3(: and daddy says okay.so YAY.
tmr is going to be a busy day. rcv silver and firedrill and stuffs.
ohyeah. tmr is RUITING'S BIRTHDAY!<3 SWEET 14.
but i cant wait for friday<3MUGGING AND BOOTSPOLISHING DAY!!
omg i am so shitt worried luh. i mugged for rcv silver but the things got into my brain and came out almost immediately:/ WHY):
BYEBYEBYEBYE-

I LOVE DADDY<3 and MOMMY too<3

HELLO WORLD.
i am a unhappy girl now):
okay so i got a pair of new levis dark jeans last last night. heh.
then i had a fight with my parents last night.
my mom used her slipper to hit my legs. which wasnt pain at all. NOT AT ALL.
i defended myself by kicking my feet. then i found out i have got talent in kicking. BEAMS*
i was planning to NEVER talk to my mom until i feel like it.
but when i got home its totally diffrent cos i HAD to tell her some stuffs and she HAD to ask me about dinner.
forget about this.
so this bright sunny morning=)
i went to school with bernice and we talked really loud in the bus.whateverx)
got to school and took RCV bronze. I PASSED!! OMG I PASSED.
and so i am taking silver like on the coming thursday. GREAT.
did footdrill.bad air quality today:/ i was so out of breath please.
we had lunch with the ncos at tangling mac.
pickabagged durrga a while. and oh we took picture with some big group of guys. some sports ppl i guess. this guy was cute. 'ERR WHATEVER YEJING.'
we made a real lot of noises which we dont even look like we give a damn. i'm so sorry):
blahblahblah.got back to school and had fd competition meeting.
fall in. sediya and senangdiri for really long.yeah then blahblah.
had a small bonding session and then blahblah.
durgga and me decided to waste our time dancing in the toliet and so we did.
and then Joanne Ma'am came in. * EXTREME MALUATION*
then she went out and so we continued.she came in again:DD
talked somemore and i went home.
got home. i was so so tired and wanted to faint luh.
but i didnt(: had dinner and i am going to revise RCV silver soon.HURHUR*
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whats with this world.
GIVE ME LUCK(: PLEASE.

the planta story is totally affecting me):
OMG WHY DID I EAT THAT PLANTA?!?!?
anyhows i slept 15 hours last night.
slept at ten and woke up at onePM:D
and i still didnt get enough sleep.my sister freaking woke me up to watch this show from youtube and that she wants to eat my chocolate from camp prizes.rahh.
i had a breakfast+lunch and set off for pointe class.
my ballet teacher is totally forgetful.
she still gets me and my twin sister's name mixed up.
AND i told her my left toe got blueblack so i cant pointe over too hard.
she forgot and so i bear with the pain for like ONE AND HALF HOURS):
she scolded me for not pushing my left feet over. like i told her already.
so after class cabbed home for dinner.
okay so now i got sorethroat and my back hurts. i think i hurt my back during firedrill:/
anyhows.i got to go revise rcv now.
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like whats up with you.